Every day I face giants. Giants who are prettier, younger, smarter and more successful than me. How can I compete?
Every day I drag myself to the battlefield and plunge on in. I march through the muck and the mire, evading their blows and dodging their enormous giant feet trying to keep from being crushed under their heels. Every day.
Each night I crawl back home to tend my wounds. My muscles ache and new bruises begin to form on my heart while yesterday's bruises have not even begun to heal. Every night.
The battle belongs to You, LORD. Your word says it; I believe it. I just don't know if I'll be there at the victory celebration. One day I might trip and be trampled. One morning I might not be able to drag myself to the battlefield.
When Moses wondered about his ability You told him "Who has made man's mouth? Who makes him mute, or deaf, or seeing, or blind? Is it not I, the LORD?"
When the spies returned to the people of Israel to report what they'd seen in Canaan, though the Canaanites were much stronger, Joshua and Caleb said "If the LORD delights in us, he will bring us into this land and give it to us..."
You who began a good work in me will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus.
You created me, LORD. And because of Jesus, You delight in me. And You finish what your start.
So tomorrow and any day you ask, I will show up at the battlefield. I will fight and duck and dart my way through the army of pretty, smart, young, successful giants. Because when the war is over, there is a place of eternal peace. There will be no more tears, no more pain, no more bruises. No more lonlieness or inferiority complexes. And no more giants who scoff at and ridicule me.